Chocolate Velvet

How can someone who means so much to you, hurt you so bad?

2011-09-02T11:12:00.000-07:00

I looked back on some post and felt emotional ;( I miss those times. I really do. When i look back at it, there were no sad moments. Maybe a few, but nothing compared to what i'm experiencing right now. It really hurts to be unable to turn back time and treasure those moments.

I had somewhat an argument with my close friend. I care about her more than anybody could. And then she betrayed me, forgotten about me and left me. I couldnt bare the pain anymore and so i ended the relationship. She didnt run up to me and apologize. She seems fine without me. I feel crushed like part of me has been taken and thrown away. I just hope i'll be able to get back up on my feet and move on. There are better things out there.

My life is filled with rainbows and glitter you Bitch.

2011-03-19T09:09:00.001-07:00

I felt like it was yesterday when my school holidays started,...and its already over?! I guess i have to look at my watch more often D: This whole week was a piece of crap, stayed at home most of the time, the usual,...went out for shopping and movie. But still i prefer holidays 100%. Why?? Because i get to sleep til who knows when, do my hair and whatever girls do. Basically, spend more time for myself= relax. Oh well, i guess this is life. S.C.H.O.O.L. officially sucks. Till then :)

Sprained my leg so bad , i couldnt walk ;( Thanks to my dancing and jumping i suffered

When There is Sunlight, There Will also be a Shadow

2011-02-25T02:13:00.000-08:00

I read someone's post regarding this and so decided to write about it. Sometimes we feel unlucky, unsecured.. We tend to let our feelings take over our life. Being hurt by others, feeling what we always hated. We ask ourselves, what did we do to actually deserve this. But one thing's for sure, u'll never get that answer. But dont worry, because someday, all our sorrows and pain will go away. You've gotta be patient no matter what. There is always benefit in what you do. Forget about those who hurt you, move on with your life.

Assholes !

2010-12-27T23:11:00.000-08:00

My school class position just came out. And im effin' unhappy ! I studied sooo hard and yet im going to a lower class ! THIS IS FRIGGIN' UNFAIR! All my friends are not satisfied of the position at all. All of us studied damn hard. And what did we get?! NOTHING. The school authorities freakin say tht they've gotta arrange the races to balance them. Then wat the hell is the meaning of 1 MALAYSIA?! That's just freakin' bullshit !

YOU"RE NOT BEING FAIR

Taking chances

2010-12-21T01:41:00.000-08:00

Started watching a new K.Drama "Personal Taste" . Kind of a interesting yet complicated story line i can relate to.

Christmas is almost here. Yipee ! Better yet, 2011 is reaching...Its the beginning to a new life. Thts wat excites me the most, im hoping to leave all my negative thoughts and forget about ppl tht hurt me to begin a fresh start with no limits. Happy Merry Christmas ! ❄

I want it All

2010-11-17T05:54:00.000-08:00

Found this really cute/yummy accesories site that i was looking for ! The stuff sold there are irrisistable and of course expensive. Sadly its a european or spanish site...Here are some pics that i simply cant ignore :)

Random :)

2010-11-12T02:21:00.000-08:00

PooF!

2010-11-09T08:33:00.000-08:00

Woww! Its been a longgg time since i've last updated. Just thought of dropping by to check on it a little while then decided to update :D Times are getting dificult nowadays :( Its becoming different as time goes. Things are just not the same anymore; trouble, fear, worry... How I wish i could live without those. Oh well, gonna update soon. Ciao! :)

HK Holiday,

2009-12-28T21:11:00.000-08:00

Disneyland

Lili's Hse,

2009-12-11T22:07:00.000-08:00

Me & Lili wearing wigs^^

Day out with Parents

2009-11-22T06:10:00.000-08:00

Juz came back from The Curve with mum & dad. Sister was unable to go, she needs to study for SPM. Haha..Luv that place. Bought some really nice clothes with bargainable prices. I bought a few cos its too cheap. After that went to IKEA to have a look with the furnitures. My mum wanted to renovate the kitchen but found out the prices was a little overr... but it still looks good though. Luving it XD

Class Gathering

2009-11-16T06:01:00.000-08:00

Just came back from my class gathering in Pizza Hut. It was fun but only about 22 people came. Sad* But it was still awesome though. The malays dressed up really well. Luv their style much. We didn't do much there except eating & taking pics. Everyone was lookin' great. I didn't know that 1 Amanah had such great style^^

It Just Keeps Getting Better

2009-11-12T04:45:00.000-08:00

Just got our new textbooks for nxt year. I mean second-hand ones. It was really heavy. I had to carry it on my way back. Lucky enough, Haikal was really nice, he insisted to carry the books. He wants to act manly in front of Marilyn..(the things he would do for her) Haha...
Classmates Xiang Lin & Jeanette told me about a plan on a gathering in Pizza Hut & said that its cancelled cos the party is gonna be tomorow. So dissapointed when i heard it. I was soo looking forward for it. But now, the plan is still going on. Yay!!! Just hope that I'll be able to go.

Will It Ever Happen,

2009-11-06T18:02:00.000-08:00

A Day to Remember

2009-11-06T06:07:00.000-08:00

Melissa, Mikaela & Erin. Cute girl's performing on that day.

Hugaraj stealing the children's jelly. Now I know what makes him so happy. Oui! 1 person 2 only!!!

I can't believe Haikal is in this pic. Cheers*

Went to SK USJ 20 for children's day with Lili. Many ex-standard 6 students came too. We've been planning for this day for almost a year. Amazingly someone spoilt our day. Saw Haikal went we reached the school,tour around & kinda broke in to one of the rooms. We leaved the school early cos we were really pissed & went to a mall "Digital Mall" gosh i hate that place.

No more Head-spinning

2009-10-30T06:20:00.000-07:00

Finally got a new maid after the previous one went home. At least I dont have to pick up my dog's poop anymore.
Exams are Overrr....I'm so darn happy. Many people shouted after the last paper & I went shouting like some mad person too. Haha..just felt like bursting my happiness. I smiled the whole way after school. Sot sot dei adi. XD FREEDOM!!!....(24hrs online)

Cute Party Themes

2009-10-28T08:00:00.000-07:00

Found some polka dot party themes that really caught me. I especially love the candles & beverage napkins. Wish I could have my b'day party theme just like this XD

Emotional:(

2009-10-18T06:58:00.000-07:00

Sent my maid to the airport. She's going back to indonesia. Haizz.. sad* Me & family cried like crazy when she was about to board the plane. We were all so emotional. She was the best maid i've ever had. I actually cried the whole day. If ur wonder why my eyes is so swollen today, now you know why. I'm just happy that she sms'ed me tonight. Hope to see her soon.
Oh and me & and family are suffering here at home. Cleaning my dogs poop and many more. We need a new maid soon. Help!!

Having Fun With My Best Buds'

2009-09-23T09:27:00.000-07:00

OMG!! Sophie put that down.

Hang out with Lili and Sophie. Made some funny music videos^^ It was really funny when we watch it over. And kinda dumb.Haha... We dance around like mad people and really had fun. So nice of them to walk me home, saw Suah on the way home riding his bike.

Cousin's hang out

2009-09-21T03:29:00.000-07:00

Cousin came to my hse to bake cookies(Chocolate chip cookies). Had trouble finding some of the ingredients,went to 6 shops to find the needed stuff. We made 4 dozens of cookies. Didnt expect that. It smelled so good until we kept eating. Haha...Some of the batches were really burnt. We forgot to take it out until we smelled that it was burning. Still can be eaten though....
Dressed up my cousin and myself, and took pictures.( Cousin ask me to write =_=) and had dinner.

What a Day

2009-09-17T06:14:00.000-07:00

Celebrated Kat's b'day in school. Her b'day is supposed to be tomorow, but its a holiday. Happy B'day Kat^^
Arghh...got splashed by the lan ci Clarissa after school. She took one of the gals' bottle and said to splash some of the guys and suddenly she just splashed me=_= I was shouting like mad!!! Haiz... soooo embarasing de.
Happy that the hols' are back^^ Yaaay!!!

Gonna miss it

2009-09-12T08:29:00.001-07:00

Something to remember them...

Finished the last episode of B.O.F Boys over Flowers) Sobs* It was such an awesome drama. Definitely gonna miss it:( Its so romantic & sad. The girl who acted in the drama is soo pretty. O forgot to mention that the guys there are like super Hot!!!

Sleepover Party

2009-08-27T06:10:00.000-07:00

Slept over at another best friends house, Lili. It was the first time i slept over at her place.Basically, the first time i ever slept over at a friends house. This was the time i actually found out that sleeping over was so much fun. Me and marilyn went to her house at about 6.45 and started dinner, we had japanese food. It was irresistable especially the "miso soup". Then we went upstairs to chat a little and hear music. We played and stuff. We slept at 11.45. All of us had dificulty sleeping as we were really energize. The next morning, we had american breakfast and had tom yam for lunch. Yum ... We played makeover on each other. Marilyn's hair was really puffy after the makeover done by me and Lili. And my eyes was destroyed as in the whole eye was BLACK. We all took pics and Marilyn actually MODELLED. Didnt really expect that. Oh, and she was wearing a wig. It was really a fun time hanging out with some friends.

Childish Me

2009-08-25T00:53:00.000-07:00

Went to Katherine's house with my good buds'to bake cookies. But turn out to be a disaster. Haha. But the taste was still yummy^^After that we took some pics and acted like assholes. Haha. Still funny though. We played around Kat's huge house, played hide and seek. (Soo childish) Ate some snacks(chips), took crazy videos. It was the first time i went to Kat's house. It was really fun acting like kids once in a while. Blek*

Awesome Day^^

2009-08-21T21:49:00.000-07:00

Today was awesome!!! Me and best friend, Marilyn went to my sports club in Shah Alam. We had so much fun swimming, eating, gossiping...Haha. We went there at about 8.00 and went home at 6.30. It was sooo fun. First we swam for 2 hrs and went to bath then have our lunch in the coffee hse and walk around after that.(Marilyn was really scared cos the place we were walking in was very dark and so called creepy..Haha.)We felt bored so we went to the coffee hse again to get a BANANA SPLIT. We both shared 1, it wa sooo yummy. After that we felt bored so we went swimming again. Hehe...We did many tricks and stuff. My favorite part was when Marilyn force me to jump into the water together. It was really scary but fun^^ Never tried it before.
Gonna do it again...

Boring Weekend

2009-08-15T22:43:00.000-07:00

Went to Klang. Bought a few laces for the new dress I'm making. The laces were very expensive but really preety^^
Felt really sickly and paranoid cos of the extremely hot whether so stayed at home for dinner and finish my PJ homework. Haiz...What a weekend.

How Cruel.

2009-08-13T08:48:00.000-07:00

I cant believe such a thing' happened today.
Ok here goes...My neighbour's dog was left outside.(Accidentally) My maid saw it(Einstein) outside so she went n rang the bell but no one came out like there is no one ar home so she left some water for it outside n went back in the hse. N when she came out,...Einstein was lying on the road with a brick beside it. So thats when we found out that it was hit by a BRICK. I dont know who the hell did it but all i know is that it was lying there like it was gonna die any sec and blood was everywhere. I didnt know what to do so i asked my maid to bring it inside my home. I was crying like...After that i went to school and when i came home, my mum told me that it was ok and back home safely. The owner was at home and he was SLEEPING.OMG(Speechless)Whoever threw that brick, ...GO TO HELL

2009-08-11T08:27:00.000-07:00

Cute nya~

Miss them:(

2009-08-11T05:55:00.000-07:00

Yaay!!! Katherine helped me arrange my cbox^^...Thx Katherine. Muackx
Talked to 1 of my old friends today(Patricia)..So happy, so long never talk to her adi.Also my other old friends Chelsea, Eunice, Nadine, Manjula, Yen Lee and Brian~Haiz miss them soo much de. Hope to see them soon:) Maybe during the hols'

Yay!!! New Blog finally created^^

2009-08-08T22:52:00.000-07:00

Basically its not my first blog. I think i had created 3 blogs. But they all are already dead. so i deleted them. Hehe...I didnt actually post stuff on my other blogs so it was really plain and actually messy...SWT
So i hope that i will keep this blog updated...Blek*
Bye...